In which the author learns
This week I wrote smut for the first time since I was a teen. And I did it twice, as in, two different scenes. One was a oneshot and the other was in the longfic. I was supposed to finish the oneshot first, it was written exactly to sharpen my filth muscles, but I did it the other way around.
Turns out I didn't felt like I needed a lot of sex in the longfic scene, a fade to black was perfectly fine there, even though the erotic bit of the scene was a journey. And I mean it in a Dean Pelton way.
This left me with an oneshot that was written up to the point things got explicit, so I had to psych myself up and write some porn.
Which I did today.
It was pretty tame, though I think it might be sexy.
I still feel a bit self-conscious about posting it.
Might post it anyway because life is too short not to post tame smut on AO3.